prayer—what I would say if I could speak to God face to face. I didn’t know what else to do with myself in the pain of it all. I’m so glad that I wrote this down as I’ve prayed it time and time again over the last seven weeks. This prayer has allowed the grief and hurt to flow as I have cried out to God and refocused on Him. I have let Him minister to my heart. A verse that hit me in the first days and has been a constant blessing to Malcolm and me is Job 1:21b, ‘The LORD gave and the LORD has taken
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